That Weird
Feeling….
Weird, isn’t it?
how we catch these weird feelings for somehow whom we have just met. Sometimes people
come in our lives just to flourish it, like an angel, it may sound flimsy but
it’s true. That one person who suddenly appears from thin air somehow has all
the solutions which you were struggling to find out for so many years. He/she
just appears and everything seems happy-ish, everything more than just k. I’m
not saying it’s a compulsion that you’ll like that person initially but as time
goes by, one day you’ll get up and recall all the things they have told you
that day those talks would actually make sense and when that person
would be far gone, from your sight, from your reach, from your thoughts. I’m
not saying physically but emotionally. It isn’t always necessary to feel pain
physically. Some distortions in your conscious, in your mind, tear you down
more than a mangled organ, you know that better!So. here’s a piece
of writing, of what I felt when I met that person,
“It’s weird, yes it’s weird,
How someone who’s a stranger suddenly becomes dear,
It’s been just a day since my heartfelt pain,
How can my heart forget that pain?
This isn’t correct!! This this isn’t correct;
I know I should move on,
I know I should move on,
But I know I’m not ready to move on,
Then why does it feel different,
The way he touches,
The way he cares,
The way he looks at me,
The way I feel,
The way he talks! ‘Ugh’
No! No! I shouldn’t be thinking so much,
No! No! I shouldn’t be thinking so much,
While I feel this is too much;
I’ve heard life only owes you 2 odds,
I’ve heard life only owes you 2 odds,
Whilst, I’ve botched all of my odds,
I’m afraid of slipping into the pain,
I’m afraid of slipping into the pain,
I can’t afford to replenish it again;
I know life is tough and we love once,
Yet the more I resist him,
The more I wish to know him,
The more I’m drawn towards him,
The more I’m scared to look into his eyes,
The more I’m immersed in him;
“ALAS! HE ACTUALLY FANCIES ME”
That touches tickles like butterflies in my stomach,
Like the sky touches the cool breeze;
It’s weird how instantly I have these feelings for a guy I’ve barely
known…
Like some ray of sunshine hitting my darkness……”
I
hope you get the bliss of this feeling, though I could express mine through
words and you may have felt it a bit but when you actually go through it trust
me it feels magical. You would feel as if you’re the highness of the world and
when that happens, please don’t run away from it, enjoy it! No moment lasts
forever but it always lasts as memory living every day within you. And when you
recall it there would always be a small smile on your face which would make you
feel happy-ish. After all, we all are trying to find it but it actually lies
within us. What makes you feel happy is a form of happiness beneath you. These
small-small feelings which we go through don’t avoid them they’re a part of
life you wouldn’t wish to neglect and then regret later.
Grab
them and indulge yourself thoroughly. Make as many memories as you can.
Until
then be happy and make others happy. Au revoir!
~R. Surve
©A. Utekar
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